Star-the-Ripper

One would think that now that I'm working only 2 days a week at PetSmart and the rest of the week at my new full time job (which pays more, is nicer and feeds me delicious dinner) that I would enjoy my time away from PetSmart, obnoxious dogs barking, fish-bowl camps and the cheesy music... Guess not.  If anything, I miss it.  The two days that I worked there this week (yesterday and today) were so much fun, which is not usual.  I think I'm having PetSmart Withdrawal.  My "PetSmart Music" playlist on YouTube just keeps growing and growing.  I listen to it at home now, more often then I should and now sing them while at my other job. Sad, ain

It's funny now, looking back at a lot of what's happened over these last couple of days.  Despite everything that's happened, I feel very happy.  Even though things weren't quite what they seemed, I now realize it doesn't matter.  Because in the end, I still have the greatest friend I could ask for.

Ever get that feeling that something that you considered so close and important to you was nothing more than a lie?  Ever feel like you've been so busy burying your mind further into that lie, thinking it's real?  Then b/c you're such a stubborn idiot you keep digging further and further into it all, until you finally find what you're looking for? Only to then be hit hard in the face with this silly little thing called reality?  Then you realize just how ridiculously stupid you really are for being so foolish when you finally dig too far? Well fuck, I think I'm just about there.  This silly little thing called reality hurts much worse than b